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November 28, 2009
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Loneliness
I have recently had cause to think about this… monster that won’t get off everyone’s backs. Not just because of my crazy/ beautiful friend — she is, in fact, in possession of one of my favorite minds on the planet — who seems messed up with it, but because I myself am lugging this shit around with me, and who am I kidding, it’s not just the two of us, it’s everyone.
I don’t think anyone of us is well-adjusted enough to get past this shit yet, and that’s okay, we’re still growing. But, you know. It still surprises me every time it hurts. (Not sure if that’s indicative of a worrying ego problem. KIV.)
And all this time I’ve got a voice at the back of my head, whispering All this teenage angst is so… unnecessary. In 10 years’ time… well, you know. Or rather, you won’t know. Because we won’t remember.
None of thisI was going to say none of this will matter, but that’s bull, right? Because everything and anything we do in the here and now has repercussions — maybe full blown, shit-hits-fan ones— on there and then.There is no conclusion. Still gathering arguments and evidence. Any help/ advice is appreciated. Even — actually, make that especially— if you’re crazy/ beautiful.
